This is me and Steph during math class..... ya she makes me laugh. and usually is the one to make my school day a lot better :)

Stole this from Kaylee, cuz it's so true!!! haha!

I really am sorry I had to leave.

I didn't want to.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name, it sounds so sweet.....

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

Tired and grumpy, just glad I don't have homework. God, please help this week to be good.

HAHA!! I thought this was amazing....

someday, I will have this many vans.

so this is the dress! Possibly with a pink sash.

Won't have to worry about falling on my face

My sister is thinking no heels for her wedding! She is thinking more fun, then formal, not what I expected at all, but that's cool :-D
Oh ya, black dress, not pink, which makes me happy! :)

Happy Birthday to my little sissy!!!!

Valentines day is gonna suck, just saying

I stopped breathing
My heart's not beating
Begging you on my knees
And I'll say never
Just stay forever
Will you come back to me
Just come back to me

Oh these times are hard, there making us crazy, don't give up on me baby.

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've got a new job now in the unemployment line
And we don't know we got into this mess it's a God's test
Someone help us cause we're doing our best

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I'm like a star; sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.

Ugh

What is with this dizziness crap? :(

i try to let you know
but my words get tangled up
and every time i find that i'm
outside looking in

can't let this moment go
when you're the only one
that makes me feel the way i feel inside

lately i'm falling for you
lately i'm falling for you

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

God, please help me to do good on the math quiz tomorrow, I studied so hard! Thanks.

I try so hard for you.

I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me
And I thank god that she isn't 'cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that

To that girl,

I hope you don't think I'm the bad guy, I hope you don't think I started rumours cuz I didn't.. I hope you know your beautiful. I hope you know you don't have to try so hard to be perfect, cuz you are great at everything you do. I hope you know I love you. I just wanted to say sorry your hurting, love.

Tired of the boys at school, like for real keep your hands to your self, messing with me only makes me dislike you even more then I already do. Oh ya, math, please stop being so hard.

Not mad, just sad. I'm sorry <3

random, but cute.

eeeeep!!! I want him :)

Not ignoring you, just busy

Ian, Danny, I'll call you guys when I get a chance! <3

I miss my monkey <3

Spoiled my self today, and got my nails done after work. Yay, I feel like a girl again :)

Every girls dream closet.........

I stopped breathing
My heart's not beating
Begging you on my knees
And I'll say never
Just stay forever
Will you come back to me
Just come back to me

Pink eye?

Why does this crap happen to me? :(

I was looking at a tumblr that never ever has scriptural things on it, and the first thing that popped up was this. I felt like this was God saying "Hey listen up." So, I decided to share it, because I know a few people who could probably use this too.

As of right now, (keeping in mind that brides make a lot of changes) my bridesmaids attire will consist of a pink dress,black heels, and white dasies! Yes, you could say I'm excited :)

"Can you PLEASE read us a bed time story?"

I could play the background
I could play the background
'Cause I know sometimes I get in the way
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
So won't You take the lead, lead, lead?
And I could play the background, background
And you could take the lead

You never realize how awesome this stuff is until.... you don't have it.

So...many...tears...

I'm feeling so afraid
'Cause everything that I do lately makes you angry
I've never been so ashamed
It really felt like you and me were getting better

I hope that you still want me
I hope it's not too late

Don't walk away and leave without a reason
When there's too much to say that hasn't been said
I know I was wrong and I'm sorry for making the same mistake
Don't walk away

Can you really throw away all the times
That we've recovered one another
And I know I make it hard
But how long should I pay for being unappealing

I know you want to want me
I see it in your eyes

Don't walk away and leave without a reason
When there's too much to say that hasn't been said
I know I was wrong and I'm sorry for making the same mistake
Don't walk away

Wish I could take it back but you know I can't
I hope one day you understand
No, this can't be the end, this is the end

I know I make it hard

Don't walk away and leave without a reason
When there's too much to say that hasn't been said
I know I was wrong and I'm sorry for making the same mistakes
Don't walk away

Don't walk away, don't walk away, don't walk away
(No, no, no)
Don't walk away, don't walk away, don't walk away

It felt like you and me were getting better

Feel like no one has cared the last few days. NO ONE has answered my texts, yes I know ppl are busy and I'm sorry for being a brat but I miss my friends

"A day with out you is like a year without rain"

I don't want it to be like this, all the hurt, it sucks. I just wanna be with you <3

I hate how my job makes my hands look so nasty, like I'm a construction worker or something. Guess I'll paint my nails, that might help.

Feel like it's been forever... Since anything. That doesn't make sense but oh well.

Does anyone even read my blog anymore?

Did you know?

Sometimes I wish you would show up at work and hug me and go on break with me even though your so far away? Did you know sometimes I miss you so much I want to walk to you? Did you know how much you mean to me? Did you know I think about you A LOT? did you?

I'm sitting here eating ice cream,and I'm not even enjoying it..like ya ICE CREAM! so I think I'm deciding to do a no sugar,soda,coffee,tea diet for a few weeks. Juice and water. We'll see

Happy 6th Birthday Squirt!!

My baby, my monkey, my love, that sweet little boy is going to be 6 tomorrow!
I just want to cry, he is growing up to fast! I watched him be born, and I will never forget that day! I LOVE YOU GARRETT TYLER!!! Love your favorite big sister.

These are the kinda days I wish you were here to hold me close and keep me warm.

If I die young....

Never...gets...old!! :)

Ice day??? No school?? WHAAAA?! :)

Planning to stay home in my Pj's nice and warm :)

Thanks Love,

Yeah, when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark
That's when I, I, I look at you

When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home anymore
That's when I, I, I look at you

When I look at you, I see forgiveness, I see the truth
You love me for who I am like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone

For the first time since I have moved here I actually feel like I was fitting in. God, thank you for at least those 2 girls that are pretty fly. :)

Darling;

Can I be part of your fairy-tale?

God; thank you.

thank you for this day. Thank you for helping me make it through. Thank you for my friends at school who make me laugh. Thank you for my FL friends who are always there for me. Help the ones who are having a hard time right now. Help them to know you have a plan for us all. Thank you for one of my two big brothers who text me at the perfect time last night: right when I broke down. Thank you for his prayers,and encouraging words. Thank you for giving me peace.

Body, stop shaking...... It's ok.. I think...

Why am I always sick?

I don't want to go to work.
I don't wanna go back to school tomorrow.
Seriously considering dropping out and being homeschooled
again. Online classes sound nice.



Today sucks.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry for being hateful, not towards you but things I was over reacting about.
I'm sorry if I broke you. I'm sorry if I seemed like a brat.
Girl, you are beautiful,special,and amazing for someone very special.
Dont worry,your day will come.
I love you.

I.just. really miss you.

Sometimes I want to be so mad at people.
God please help me to control my temper.



Yeah.k

"let's just run away from these lies,back to yesterday, stay tonight."

Do you ever wish we never told that friend?
The one who started this.
I'm not even friends with that person now.
They are the last person I wanted to know about everything.
I can't let that bother me because that is from the past.
As far as us? So.much.closer.
Boy, you are the best.

"Brace myself for the goodbye, cuz that's all I've ever known, then you catch me by surprise and say I'll never leave you alone."

They make me smile, and cry, and I miss them so much,their cute, and silly, and we aren't always perfect, but we are insepreable and will ALWAYS be friends, brothers, and sisters :)

People...

you never comment anymore, what's up with that?

Happy New Year :)