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goodbye blogger!

The awesome new York cooking lady came to Publix today!!! She is so awesome!

My grandparents are awesome. Thy are meeting my mom half way and taking us for the whole week (or almost whole week) of spring break. <3 them!!!

Thinking bout making a tumblr since they have an iPod app for it. Thoughts???

Asadjsldhsldhsldhdksgdjajs!!!! My phone would start being stupid when I'm BROKE!!!

I am getting tannnnnn!!! :)

Sorry I haven't posted lately. Nothing to exciting has happened this week. I made an 85 on my Spanish benchmark, we had to make a 66. So I guess I did pretty good. I fell in love with a dress today (for my besties graduation) and can't afford it right now. Please go on sale.

I am so loved

Yeah, these are ALL letters from the best 4 boys in the whole world! :)

Letters from all 4 of the little men :) that just made my day!

This month is going to be HARD. God help me make it to spring break.

Just know I'm always here for you... K?

I really just wanted to help.

"I'm sorry for the wrongs things that I've done."

I miss ______ fill in the blank. There is quite a few choices. But one that is in the front of my mind.

Sick to my stomach.

sigh, spring break...

Wow. Pray for these people.

Fifteen-year-old Kent Manning, left, and his sister Libby, 18, react with their father, who asked not to identified, after they were told by police that there was no hope of finding Kent and Libby’s mother alive in a collapsed building following a 6.3-magnitude earthquake Tuesday, in Christchurch, New Zealand, Wednesday, Feb. 23, 2011.

What is this?

Why can't I eat?

Took a nap and dreamt of spring break. <3

Report cards tomorrow.

Yay.....

Surrounded by so many people.

But feeling so alone. I wish things could go back to how they used to be, but wait there can't be a "used to be" there has to be new beginnings, but new beginnings can still have old memories.

It breaks my heart.

He's only 6. What did he do that was wrong for him to have to suffer like this?
I hate seeing him sick. It breaks.my.heart. He's just a little guy. Get better monkey. Soon. Please? I miss your goofy little face.

That game was awesome. but it made me realize how much I miss my boysssss <3

"mom going to this baseball game is going to be a love/hate thing."
Mom:"why? Ohhh cuz your baseball boys in FL?"
me:"ya mom,Yeahhhh...."

39 days till spring break. I can do this.

Everyone has been shopping for prom dresses

Not.this.girl!
Do I care? No, not really.
Know why? I get to shop for brides maids dresses :)

This long weekend was like a taste of spring break.
Shorts,flip-flops, warm sun, no beach.... :(.
Can't wait to be in Fl with my best friends, at the beach, watching baseball games, and eating ice cream.

Ugh! Don't itch it!

Stupid eye.....

Why must my skin be so sensitive? Like for real, I sleep with make up on for one night and my eye has to swell up? Nice...

Fail.

Tried not to have a break down. Didn't happen....
Can't sleep.

Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Whatever floats your boat.

Wish I could go back to January 2nd, with my 3 best friends, crammed in that tiny car, with no where to really go, so we drove around and had each other, and that's all we really needed. Each other. Yeah, <3

Driving 5 hours to Daytona sounds a lot better then laying out in my yard, even though my yard is pretty, people just don't really tan in their yards here...... Lol

Hate having mixed feelings.

Can't sleep. Hate not knowing if everything is ok

Where are you when I'm alone?

Just got home from the gym. Not as outta shape as I thought I was :)

Spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress

Stick It.

"Stop being so nasty Joanne." "What? It's not called gym-nice-tics."
Lol! Love.this.movie.

I love talking to my big brother and my best friend on the phone. They make me smile :)

My favorite thing about Valentines day; candy hearts :)!

Happy Valentines Day loves!

I got just enough money and just enough gas
So pick a place on the map we can get to fast
Where the white sandy beach meets water like glass
And if the tide carries us away

Baby we'll roll with it
Won't think about it too much
Baby let's just go with it
And get out of this ordinary everyday rut

And we get swept away by one of those perfect days
When the sun is sinking low at dusk
And wind up a little deeper in love
Baby lets roll with it

Shutting myself in my room and cleaning it before I loose it;

I wasn't having an attitude I was just trying to help you, and I'm sorry you don't like the skirt I just bought.
Deep breath....

And I'm sick once again,

Why must you do this to me high school? Oh well I will still try to enjoy my Saturday!

Well the movie was good! There was just one thing missing....

Taking little sister out for a late birthday "day"

This is gonna be a fun night :)

Girl Language

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Ugh;

I hate missing out on everything. I miss FL. end.of.story.

Just realized I know a girl that is pregnant in ever single one of my classes except like one. That's just my classes. I can think of like 4 other girls that I have seen walking around. Yes, what they did was wrong, but maybe just maybe they will find God one day and He WILL forgive them. Please pray for these girls, and even the boys. Don't think of them as bad people. God loves all of us the same.

Really missing a person right now.

I think it's pretty awesome I'll get to be in FL the first 2 weeks or so of summer break, since I get outta school may 25th, Evin's graduation is the 27th and Ian,Leash's and Phoebes is the weekend after! I am so excited :)

I gotta get outta here...

I want to go home

One of the worst things to lose:

FLASH DRIVE. Grrr....

National gag me day...

Ugh, why is valentines day on a school day? Why?

The "Math class is over" dance!

dream room!!!! but in purple of course :)

Love that me and her can work things out so well.
I love her.

Can't freaking breath. Tired of this....

hurting.

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

Met THE COOLEST lady at work today.

Like i don't even know where to begin. First of all she was born and raised in NY/NJ, best accent ever! She has lived in GA about as long as I have. She is a culinary arts teacher. She went to college right around the time when it was very hard for girls to get into culinary school. She worked at restaurants in NY. she encouraged me SO much to go for my dream and not let people/teachers intimidate me because I'm a girl. She said it will be hard, sweaty, gross, and tiring but it will all be worth it. She really made my day. I talked to her for like 30 min no joke. My favorite thing she said was "honey, your gonna be on your feet a lot so support them well while your young, you don't want to end up like me and have varicose veins of the united states on your legs." lol. Best ever.

Ever feel like something is being hidden from you?

Ugh

Enough ready

I really can't wait for my sisters wedding, like really! :-D

my roots are literally light brown

this is not good. I need the beach. :-p

really thankful I have a job, but it sucks not being able to go to church almost every Sunday.:(

It been a little over 6 months....

"I love daisies, they're so friendly, don't you think?"
"um, yes."

miss.these.boys. and their silly faces.

so true;

um. this is going to be mine. as soon as I have my own house and make enough money to buy him.

Why did everything at work tonight remind me of you? Why does the rain remind me of you?

It kinda worries me not knowing what your doing. Be careful.

Please guys, just stop, this is so hard on me.

and I always meant it....

Heee

4 tests tomorrow,

Ugh I don't wanna study anymore!

Don't cry love

It's ok.

I'd catch a grenade for ya...

That feeling when you want so bad to make someone happy, but you know you won't be happy... it kills me more then you know...

ummm, love????

When you say that it breaks/melts my heart at the same time. I wish I was there too.

This is me and Steph during math class..... ya she makes me laugh. and usually is the one to make my school day a lot better :)

Stole this from Kaylee, cuz it's so true!!! haha!

I really am sorry I had to leave.

I didn't want to.

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name, it sounds so sweet.....

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

Tired and grumpy, just glad I don't have homework. God, please help this week to be good.

HAHA!! I thought this was amazing....

someday, I will have this many vans.

so this is the dress! Possibly with a pink sash.

Won't have to worry about falling on my face

My sister is thinking no heels for her wedding! She is thinking more fun, then formal, not what I expected at all, but that's cool :-D
Oh ya, black dress, not pink, which makes me happy! :)

Happy Birthday to my little sissy!!!!

Valentines day is gonna suck, just saying

I stopped breathing
My heart's not beating
Begging you on my knees
And I'll say never
Just stay forever
Will you come back to me
Just come back to me

Oh these times are hard, there making us crazy, don't give up on me baby.

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
She needs me now but I can't seem to find a time
I've got a new job now in the unemployment line
And we don't know we got into this mess it's a God's test
Someone help us cause we're doing our best

Trying to make it work but man these times are hard
But we're gunna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine
Sit talking up all night
Saying things we haven't for a while, a while yeah
We're smiling but we're close to tears
Even after all these years
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting
For the first time

When you miss me just look up to the night sky and remember, I'm like a star; sometimes you can't see me, but I'm always there.

Ugh

What is with this dizziness crap? :(

i try to let you know
but my words get tangled up
and every time i find that i'm
outside looking in

can't let this moment go
when you're the only one
that makes me feel the way i feel inside

lately i'm falling for you
lately i'm falling for you

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

God, please help me to do good on the math quiz tomorrow, I studied so hard! Thanks.

I try so hard for you.

I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me
And I thank god that she isn't 'cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that

To that girl,

I hope you don't think I'm the bad guy, I hope you don't think I started rumours cuz I didn't.. I hope you know your beautiful. I hope you know you don't have to try so hard to be perfect, cuz you are great at everything you do. I hope you know I love you. I just wanted to say sorry your hurting, love.

Tired of the boys at school, like for real keep your hands to your self, messing with me only makes me dislike you even more then I already do. Oh ya, math, please stop being so hard.

Not mad, just sad. I'm sorry <3

random, but cute.

eeeeep!!! I want him :)

Not ignoring you, just busy

Ian, Danny, I'll call you guys when I get a chance! <3

I miss my monkey <3

Spoiled my self today, and got my nails done after work. Yay, I feel like a girl again :)

Every girls dream closet.........

I stopped breathing
My heart's not beating
Begging you on my knees
And I'll say never
Just stay forever
Will you come back to me
Just come back to me

Pink eye?

Why does this crap happen to me? :(

I was looking at a tumblr that never ever has scriptural things on it, and the first thing that popped up was this. I felt like this was God saying "Hey listen up." So, I decided to share it, because I know a few people who could probably use this too.