why why why?

Why is it never enough time?
Why do I have to go back.
Why?..

Um, so IDK how I forgot to blog about this but......

She's taken, and they are so freaking adorable :)

Wow!!! Your a retard!....

I'm bored

My buddies are working, my boo is out of state.... what to do?

Last night... the best ever.. except someone was missing.... you know who you are <3

But, I'll see you soon kid!

Merry Christmas!

And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night. And, lo, the angel of the Lord came upon them, and the glory of the Lord shone round about them: and they were sore afraid. And the angel said unto them,

Fear not: for, behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy, which shall be to all people. For unto you is born this day in the city of David a Saviour, which is Christ the Lord. And this shall be a sign unto you; Ye shall find the babe wrapped in swaddling clothes, lying in a manger.

And suddenly there was with the angel a multitude of the heavenly host praising God, and saying, Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.
- Luke 2:8-14

It's almost CHRISTMAS!!! Tomorrow will be great :)

askjfalksjdhflkajsdhflkjh, I got my ipod :-D!!!!!! now lets see if I can get it set up....... heh :-/

ipod today???? YES PLEASE :)))))

Well,

Today was pointless, other then getting my laundry done, and cleaning my room.

I’d catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I’d jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain, Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby

"I don't wanna live a day without you, I just wanna be the one that makes you happy."

but, in the end, we all find each other, somehow.

Know why Kid? Cuz your so much more amazing then them.

Yeah, God gave me the best one out there. <3

"Well its good to hear your voice
I hope your doing fine
And if you ever wonder I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment and time keeps slipping by
And if I could have one wish
I'd have you by my side"

"Cuz baby, your a firework."

I almost bought a kitten today... Yeah, I'm a softy.

To: you and you and you.

Trusting God.

And trying to be the best friend I can be to a few people who need support.

Yeah, it's been a hard week,(with finals and all that) but God is always faithful, and he always helps us pull through guys!

You are loved. Not just by me, but by HIM! "We love because He first loved us."

This is my winter song. December never felt so wrong, cause youre not where you belong; inside my arms

Never thought sweet little Danny would try to trick me! :( Dewey... stay away from him... :)

I love my job

Hey Rachel do you say yawing or yarwing? "Um its definitely YAWING! There is no "r" in there!"

Rachel this customer wants to know if we have cinnamon balls......? Me:"Ummmm you mean Red hots?!" Customer:"oh ya, that's what they are called." *customer leaves, me and joanne look at each other...* "BAHAHAHA"

Jason:" when I was 13 I got mad when I got underwear for Christmas.... now I'm like YES that means no laundry for another week!"

Rachel your eyes aren't naturally that green! Its not possible! You wear contacts!... Me:"Um, ok... sure whatever you say, not like they are my eyes or anything!"

and never let go.

Haha I LOVE THIS MOVIE!

They scare me with their nastiness.

You tell me I'm beautiful, and make it all better.

Shoulder, I know you hate the cold weather, but please stop locking up. thanks.

"I love you more, then I did before, I'm sorry it has to be this way, but I'm coming home, ill be coming home, and if you ask I will stay."

Stay by Miley Cyrus.
Best song I have ever heard by this girl.

She actually sounds really good.

"Im coming home, I'll be coming home, and if you ask, then I will stay."

holding you
lost inside
every breath you breathe

i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy
i dont wanna live a day without you
i just wanna be the one that makes you happy, happy

I hate how some people get angry with me at work about stuff, then blame it on my dad being a manager. First of all he is a grociery manager, he doesn't even work with people, second he doesn't even work at the same store as me. 0.0

This reminds me of being 7, the sleep overs, the painting the garage, and playing computer games.

and I miss you more then I can describe.

Very true.. lol

I'm still alive... barley..

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile.

I still love and miss you guys like crazy.

By Sunday I will have worked 6 days in a row, yes crazy I know.

I'm sick, and teachers are deciding to cram everything in by the next 2 weeks before exams. (You all know how that is.) So ya, school work, oh ya being sick. OH YA! and a big bruise on my leg. sorry. Rachel moment. :)

Seek the Lord and his strength;
seek his presence continually!

Psalms 105:4

It's the truth..........

One of many things I have learned from Barrett is.....

SMILE, and I am reminded of that every time I see him.

"you are the best thing that has ever been mine!"

* Yeah we are all beachy and yucky in this picture

* Yeah we have our little fights here and there

*Yeah we aren't perfect

*But yeah, we ARE best friends, and YEAH we love each other.

I'm home.

I'm sad, but I'm happy.

I hate how I miss FL then go back then come back sad, but then im happy after a few days, but then I start missing everyone again. I'm ready to move back. Please pray for me to have wisdom in the next year of the decisions I need to make. I know this weekend wasn't as good as last time I was down, and I'm sorry I didn't get a lot of time with you all, but I'll be back soon. I promise. I love you all, and I can't wait to see you all soon again!

I was sure by now,God, that You would have reached down
and wiped our tears away,
stepped in and saved the day.
But once again, I say amen
and it's still raining
as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain,
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away.

Chorus:
And I'll praise you in this storm
and I will lift my hands
for You are who You are
no matter where I am
and every tear I've cried
You hold in your hand
You never left my side
and though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to You
and raised me up again
my strength is almost gone how can I carry on
if I can't find You
and as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
and as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise
the God who gives and takes away

Rest In Peace

Many of you probably saw my facebook post about work be depressing.

My friend/co-worker Chelsea's mom had a heart attack and died unexpectedly. She's 18, she still lives with her dad, her mom was their main income. She has been so scared, and worried about what will happen next. She might have to drop out of college just so she can work more hours to provide for her family. Her dad is disabled, and can only make up to $700 a month.

Story #2,

A sophomore at my school (16) got hit by a car early last week. He was crossing the road at dusk the driver didn't have his lights on, and his mirror hit Nick square in the head. He was in critical condition for about 4 days but he was stable. Then, on Saturday he started getting worse, the pressure in his brain was so bad that his parents decided it was time to let him go. They took him off the medication, and he died in 20 min.

Why would I be telling you all this?

1. Pray. Pray for these families. Pray they will have a good holiday season through all this. Pray they will find God through this. Pray everything will work out for them. Pray they have the strength to move on with life.

2. Be grateful. Be grateful for all we have. Our moms, dads, siblings, friends. Be grateful for the time you get to spend with these people. Be grateful for life! The day this happened I saw SOOO many pregnant women come through my line at work. That was just like God reminding me "look new life!"

So to wrap things all up. Rest in Peace Nick Pender. Rest in Peace Mrs. Robin.

Your the Peanut Butter to my Jelly.

HEE, yeah I'm cheesy like that ")

Mama, you taught me to do the right things.
So, now you have to let your baby fly.
You've given me everything that I will need.
To make it through this crazy thing called life.
And I know you watched me grow up,
and only want what's best for me.
And I think I found the answer to your prayers.

Haha sorry, but this is pretty hysterical.

Trust God

"and when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for awhile."

I'm missing you so much
Can't help it, I'm in love (love)
A day without you is like a year without rain
I need you by my side (side)
Don't know how I'll survive
A day without you is like a year without rain
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh

So, let it pour!

and know we will get back to that again!

Mine come by Thursday :) eek!

It will all be ok!

I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand*
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody
They wanna push me down, they wanna see you fall down

I won't tell anybody that you turn the world around
I won't tell anybody that your voice is my favorite sound
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody
They wanna see us fall, they wanna see us fall down

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me, You're gonna catch if I fall (Down, down, down)

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late at night
And, you are your own worst enemy, you'll never win the fight
Just hold onto me, I'll hold onto you
It's you and me up against the world, it's you and me

I don't believe anything, don't trust anyone but me
But I believe you when you say were never gonna fall
Hand behind my neck, arm around my waist
Never let me hit the ground, you'll never let me crash

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me, You're gonna catch if I fall (Down, down, down)

I don't need a parachute, baby if I've got you
Baby if I've got you, I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me, You're gonna catch if I fall (Down, down, down)

I won't fall out of love, I won't fall out of
I won't fall out of love, I won't fall out of
I won't fall out of love, I won't fall out of
I won't fall out of love, I fall into you

I don't want it to be like this.......
I want it to be like THIS!

Feeling very lonely tonight.

Mom is sick
Dad is gone
Kids are sleeping
Its dark, I'm scared.
I wanna talk to you.

Yeah I didn't get my license

Yeah I'm not with my dad on my birthday

Yeah I'm not with you on my birthday

it sucks, but that just means the ones in the future will be amazing!

Thank you to everyone who has made it awesome through all the crapiness.

Be who you are!