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Monday, February 28, 2011

I am so loved



Yeah, these are ALL letters from the best 4 boys in the whole world! :)

Letters from all 4 of the little men :) that just made my day!

Friday, February 25, 2011

This month is going to be HARD. God help me make it to spring break.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Just know I'm always here for you... K?



I really just wanted to help.

"I'm sorry for the wrongs things that I've done."

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

I miss ______ fill in the blank. There is quite a few choices. But one that is in the front of my mind.

Sick to my stomach.


sigh, spring break...


Wow. Pray for these people.

Fifteen-year-old Kent Manning, left, and his sister Libby, 18, react with their father, who asked not to identified, after they were told by police that there was no hope of finding Kent and Libby’s mother alive in a collapsed building following a 6.3-magnitude earthquake Tuesday, in Christchurch, New Zealand, Wednesday, Feb. 23, 2011.

What is this?

Why can't I eat?

Took a nap and dreamt of spring break. <3

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Report cards tomorrow.

Yay.....

Surrounded by so many people.

But feeling so alone. I wish things could go back to how they used to be, but wait there can't be a "used to be" there has to be new beginnings, but new beginnings can still have old memories.

It breaks my heart.

He's only 6. What did he do that was wrong for him to have to suffer like this?
I hate seeing him sick. It breaks.my.heart. He's just a little guy. Get better monkey. Soon. Please? I miss your goofy little face.

That game was awesome. but it made me realize how much I miss my boysssss <3

"mom going to this baseball game is going to be a love/hate thing."
Mom:"why? Ohhh cuz your baseball boys in FL?"
me:"ya mom,Yeahhhh...."

Monday, February 21, 2011

39 days till spring break. I can do this.

Everyone has been shopping for prom dresses

Not.this.girl!
Do I care? No, not really.
Know why? I get to shop for brides maids dresses :)


This long weekend was like a taste of spring break.
Shorts,flip-flops, warm sun, no beach.... :(.
Can't wait to be in Fl with my best friends, at the beach, watching baseball games, and eating ice cream.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Ugh! Don't itch it!

Stupid eye.....

Why must my skin be so sensitive? Like for real, I sleep with make up on for one night and my eye has to swell up? Nice...

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Fail.

Tried not to have a break down. Didn't happen....
Can't sleep.



Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do

Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm

Whatever floats your boat.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Wish I could go back to January 2nd, with my 3 best friends, crammed in that tiny car, with no where to really go, so we drove around and had each other, and that's all we really needed. Each other. Yeah, <3

Driving 5 hours to Daytona sounds a lot better then laying out in my yard, even though my yard is pretty, people just don't really tan in their yards here...... Lol

Hate having mixed feelings.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Can't sleep. Hate not knowing if everything is ok

Where are you when I'm alone?

Just got home from the gym. Not as outta shape as I thought I was :)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Spend life with who makes you happy, not who you have to impress

Stick It.

"Stop being so nasty Joanne." "What? It's not called gym-nice-tics."
Lol! Love.this.movie.

I love talking to my big brother and my best friend on the phone. They make me smile :)

Monday, February 14, 2011

My favorite thing about Valentines day; candy hearts :)!

Happy Valentines Day loves!




Saturday, February 12, 2011

I got just enough money and just enough gas
So pick a place on the map we can get to fast
Where the white sandy beach meets water like glass
And if the tide carries us away

Baby we'll roll with it
Won't think about it too much
Baby let's just go with it
And get out of this ordinary everyday rut

And we get swept away by one of those perfect days
When the sun is sinking low at dusk
And wind up a little deeper in love
Baby lets roll with it

Shutting myself in my room and cleaning it before I loose it;

I wasn't having an attitude I was just trying to help you, and I'm sorry you don't like the skirt I just bought.
Deep breath....

And I'm sick once again,

Why must you do this to me high school? Oh well I will still try to enjoy my Saturday!

Friday, February 11, 2011

Well the movie was good! There was just one thing missing....

Taking little sister out for a late birthday "day"

This is gonna be a fun night :)

Girl Language

When I said sorry, believe me I feel it.
When you see me starting to cry, hold me and tell me everything’s gonna be alright.
When I ignore you, give me your attention.
When I’m quiet, ask me what’s wrong.
When I push or hit you, grab me and don’t let go.
When I’m mad and I walked away from you, follow me.
If I didn’t text you, it’s because I’m waiting for you to text me.
When I say I love you, Don’t doubt. I mean it.

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Ugh;

I hate missing out on everything. I miss FL. end.of.story.

Just realized I know a girl that is pregnant in ever single one of my classes except like one. That's just my classes. I can think of like 4 other girls that I have seen walking around. Yes, what they did was wrong, but maybe just maybe they will find God one day and He WILL forgive them. Please pray for these girls, and even the boys. Don't think of them as bad people. God loves all of us the same.

Really missing a person right now.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I think it's pretty awesome I'll get to be in FL the first 2 weeks or so of summer break, since I get outta school may 25th, Evin's graduation is the 27th and Ian,Leash's and Phoebes is the weekend after! I am so excited :)

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

I gotta get outta here...

I want to go home

One of the worst things to lose:

FLASH DRIVE. Grrr....

National gag me day...

Ugh, why is valentines day on a school day? Why?

Monday, February 7, 2011

The "Math class is over" dance!


dream room!!!! but in purple of course :)


Love that me and her can work things out so well.
I love her.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Can't freaking breath. Tired of this....

hurting.

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

Met THE COOLEST lady at work today.

Like i don't even know where to begin. First of all she was born and raised in NY/NJ, best accent ever! She has lived in GA about as long as I have. She is a culinary arts teacher. She went to college right around the time when it was very hard for girls to get into culinary school. She worked at restaurants in NY. she encouraged me SO much to go for my dream and not let people/teachers intimidate me because I'm a girl. She said it will be hard, sweaty, gross, and tiring but it will all be worth it. She really made my day. I talked to her for like 30 min no joke. My favorite thing she said was "honey, your gonna be on your feet a lot so support them well while your young, you don't want to end up like me and have varicose veins of the united states on your legs." lol. Best ever.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Ever feel like something is being hidden from you?

Ugh

Enough ready

I really can't wait for my sisters wedding, like really! :-D

my roots are literally light brown

this is not good. I need the beach. :-p

really thankful I have a job, but it sucks not being able to go to church almost every Sunday.:(

It been a little over 6 months....

"I love daisies, they're so friendly, don't you think?"
"um, yes."

Friday, February 4, 2011

miss.these.boys. and their silly faces.



so true;


um. this is going to be mine. as soon as I have my own house and make enough money to buy him.

Why did everything at work tonight remind me of you? Why does the rain remind me of you?

It kinda worries me not knowing what your doing. Be careful.

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Please guys, just stop, this is so hard on me.

and I always meant it....

Heee

4 tests tomorrow,

Ugh I don't wanna study anymore!

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Don't cry love

It's ok.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

I'd catch a grenade for ya...

That feeling when you want so bad to make someone happy, but you know you won't be happy... it kills me more then you know...

ummm, love????

When you say that it breaks/melts my heart at the same time. I wish I was there too.